Well… I’m single. I broke up with my boyfriend about 2 weeks ago. I couldn’t take it anymore! I just loved him too much, I always wanted to be with him and he just could give me what I wanted, while I gave him everything. I was dangling on trying to get a reaction from him but I got strong and pulled through. I went to his church Saturday, all I could think was “I want him back, if only…” But, some things were not meant to be.
My mom says I should stay single, but I don’t like the loneliness. I want somebody to love me. Well I’m not alone really; my neighbor is still wooing me, but my mom says he is not boyfriend material. Oh darn! He loves me the way I love my ex. I have a fear that if he asked me to come back to the relationship I will, even though I know I can’t handle the emotional wearing he does to my heart.
Anyways now I’m learning how to drive all is well except for reversing in a curved lane and changing the gears quick enough. At least one part of my life is running smoothly.
Anyhow, till I get another chance on the net.
Bye-bye.




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cramped and forgotten in my makeshift womb
Running nine miles a day, away from God's intent
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Proud member of Club Jamaica
Proud member of Jamaican Art
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I wish 2005 will be a year of
joy and happiness for you
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LittleMisstress
How are you??
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